spent THE BEST NIGHT ever with one of my closest friends from childhood last night. Ah, it brought me back. We drank a whole bunch of summer ales, sat outside and talked about life. New plan: travel, travel, travel.

i think its about that time for me to find out what makes me happy, do it, and stop doubting ever single thing i do. X wants me to visit. He offered for me to stay at his place... i politely declined.

talked to big sis today (hi!), and she offered to have a girls night out soon so i can discuss with her and her wise girlfriends the best way to move the fuck on, with drinks of course. Obviously i said yes.

After last night, when i stayed up all night talking with one of my closest friends in the world, i finally realized it: i CAN be happy without him. I also watched the latest episode of the hills, and realized i NEVER want to be like audrina (oh wait, i already was. btw, she's fabulous, but hopeless when it comes to justin bobby). Nothing like trash-tastic reality tv to make you realize that your own life has hit a low point.