so i realized that i am and always have been a little bitch. in my personal life, in my professional life... just in all aspects of life, i have continually allowed my fear of confrontation to get in the way of realizing my goals. I am determined to end that now!

I have been mulling over this two jobs situation, and considering that i am not happy, not earning a whole lot and am not receiving stellar health benefits (or any health benefits at all), there is not reason to feel guilty about quitting one of my jobs in order to pursue my dreams.

speaking of which, this evening i got a text from X. I had to talk to my friend about what to do before realizing i was again being a pussy and ignored his message.

case in point: time to just man the fuck up, because there is no need to sugar coat it for a guy who broke your heart, or for a boss you barely know.

i'mma do me. i'mma do me.

"When life gives you lemons, ask for the vodka, amiright?"