There's nothing like watching a few episodes of hoarders on a monday night with two of your gal pals to realize that life takes work. Even further, things don't magically clean up after themselves. Par example, i have been faced with some interesting crossroads (which btw i secretly really want to see. yes the movie with britney), meaning that my personal life and my professional life have been less than stellar lately.

I can't sit back and feel sorry for myself that the someone i loved very much hurt me repeatedly. I have to help myself move on.

I also realized that my dream job wont fall into my lap just because i think that i'm qualified.

I had a horrible nightmare that i would wake up one day, 50, living at home in my hoarded mess of a life. I am not a hoarder, but the point is, i have to work at these things for any real change to happen.