so for the two people who read this blog, and may be wondering... i have been doing quite well.
ive been working, drinking some vino, doing some cooking, and discovering how much i love photography ever since i made friends with the guy at the camera store who fixed my 15 year old 35mm.

i havent talked to X since he went away, and it really truly is for the best. While i do sometimes think of him, i no longer jump everytime my crackberry vibrates thinking it might be him. I can actually sleep through the night without nightmares, and ive gotten back into reading my mystery books outside in the sun. maybe i'm not in a relationship, but im finding time for myself which i havent truly done in about 3 years. it feels wonderful.

listening to my large billie holiday collection, preparing to bbq rosemary crusted shrimp skewers, drinking the coffee, and doing some gardening today.

to my lovely sister E, it was great seeing you this past weekend. i love you lots.