i went on my first real date since X. This was with PG (party guy), and i actually had a good time. we stayed up talking until 1am, even though my bedtime is more like 10. he even introduced me to his parents, and made me a brownie sundae. He was sweet, and kind, and nothing like any guy I have ever dated.

needless to say, they all have "something", and PG's is that he is super religious. ok, that's fine. even though i'm not, i want to think that i am an accepting person. he tells me he's holding out until marriage (now im REALLY trying to be understanding).

i get home and receive a text from PG telling me not to mention our date to our mutual friend who's party is where we met. Why is this i ask? because the person i thought was my friend told him that since i wasn't religious, i wasn't good for PG. he was trying to "look out for his friend".

FROM WHAT!? am i the devil, the wile-y temptress, or the anti-christ?

i dont know whether to be mad at PG, my "friend", or at both. It's one thing to have your own belief system, and i would hope that no one would think of me any different because i have a different belief system from them. the most annoying part is that i actually like PG. i wanted to see him again, and now i don't think i have it in me.